Butterflies says:

News!

2009-02-24T18:50:00.000-08:00

Oooo!! I'm going to Wyoming on March 25th! To visit my bestfriend Kitti!!
Weee! I never write anything on here I know! T.T but I'm going to try and document my trip here...it wont be as exciting as going out of the country or anything but it will still be fun! I will be there till the 15th of April! Wee!! Not like anyone really reads this anyway but I just wanted to say so! I can't wait!

More randoms

2009-01-15T19:42:00.000-08:00

Ok just more random stuff!

There is a wallet that is black and pink plaid I really like the inside

Tops that I showed front and back!

And that makeup case you see has a lipstick in there that I absolutely love!

Also a my university jacket! so warm!

BOOTS

2008-12-30T18:52:00.000-08:00

BOOTS!! ON SALE!

And Princess! In her new sweater hehe

PUPPY!

2008-12-29T18:09:00.000-08:00

Random phooey!

2008-12-27T21:40:00.001-08:00

Ok for some reason I want quick pics of this! This mountain of christmas chocolates! On my desk! lol!

Oh oh and a Kathy Van Zealand purse! Available only on Fifth Avenue, New York at her boutique! I got it on sale I was so excited! Damn great sale! ^-^! ok ok show piccccc~~~

Dancers

2008-12-23T12:29:00.001-08:00

you know your a dancer WHEN ....

*you know the butterfly not as an insect, but as a stretch

*dance is life and the rest is just spare time

*you sit in a straddle when you're watching tv

*your body cracks loud enough to stop your science class but you don't hear it

*people mistake you for a rubber band

*full and out are the two main words in your vocabulary

*you dance down the hallway instead of just walking

*when you're at the mall you hear your dance song and you start dancing

*you do ur toe heel while waiting in line

*watching TV is not a time to relax, it is a time to stretch

*you do your dance routines in the parking lot and down the hallway

*you are well coordinated in dance class but trip over your own feet just walking

*a new dance makes your whole day

*everywhere is a place to dance

*you practice ur dances in your chair at school

*you not only dance everyday, but also every night in your dreams

*you are stretching for gym and everyone goes, "WHOA!!"

*your vocabulary includes bandaids, sweat, bleeding toes, determination, and guts

*all your friends are eating dinner while you are in class

*you have the ability to balance your body on five toes, yet cannot bend over to pick the clothes up off the floor of your room

*your friends ask you to oversplit "just for fun!"

*you have an entire drawer devoted to your dance stuff

*"so you think you can dance?" is the BEST show

*everything you do has to do with dance

*you suddenly can't count past 8

*you can learn the dances to music videos

*Before everything you do you say 5,6,7,8

*You laugh at a non-dancer when they say their feet hurt

*you can talk about dance all day long to people that dont care

*when you refer to half time of a football game as "intermission"

*Every song that come on on the radio you know a combo to

*You noticed every mistake made on any dance movie or TV show

*You have ever fallen asleep in a split or straddle.

*You have ever said "400 sit-ups no prob."

*you KNOW your cordinated at just about everything*

*committment is something that means alot to you and are very good at*

SHOPPING

2008-12-17T21:24:00.000-08:00

WENT SHOPPING WITH MY MOM!

Just quick posts of a few things I got ^-^

I LOVE my shoes and black trench!!! ^-^!

Talktalk

2008-12-02T21:42:00.000-08:00

Hello hello!!

I haven't blogged in like what? A month? I dunno D;

Anyway quick catch up! I've been studying because I have exams coming up...well actually its here already! Today I took mid-terms for English and tomorrow there is Human Anatomy/Physiology/Genetics, Thursday is another for English and Calc D;!

Had Thanksgiving with my mom and my mom's friend Tony. Had turkey, stuffing, mashed potatoes (which I made!), greenbean casserol (I didn't try it my plate was full and after that I was too full edi), baked beans, sweet yeast rolls, and deviled eggs!

It was all so very yummy!

We watched football also but I fell asleep after eating! I couldn't help it! D;!

THEN THE NEXT DAY IS BLACK FRIDAY!!!!

IN THE U.S. ITS THE DAY WITH THE BIGGEST SALES!!!!

always after Thanksgiving!

So these are some things that I got...

It's in the next post cuz blogspot is doing something really weird!

The Ipod and the ring are some gifts...I would post more gifts up but those people have the links to this blog so yea lol

Oh and cheche I'm still looking for a leather jacket for you!

Pictures

2008-12-02T21:28:00.001-08:00

muah

2008-11-03T17:01:00.001-08:00

I know I haven't been blogging much and that's because I don't really feel all that well.

I went to that VNG examination and it was hell

I was already feeling sick before and they made it about 10x worse!

Anyway I really also still don't feel like blogging now..

I just want to put this up for my grandpa..

I can't believe it's already almost a year now..

Say what?

2008-10-29T01:22:00.000-07:00

Life is short
Break the rules.
Forgive quickly.
Kiss slowly.
Love truly.
Laugh uncontrollably,
and never regret anything that made you smile.

Red Mountain High School

2008-10-27T15:21:00.000-07:00

Ok so I found this on one of my friend's blog from myspace and I must say this is so true -_-'
I included (parenthesis notes for you xD)

You know when you're from RMHS (my highschool) when:

-The catty shack is your haven (junkfood store)
-You know what stoner hill is
-Louis is your enemy
-Howie and chuck are the coolest people on earth
-Your principle looks like a fuckin ogre and is a twin
-you smell pot and or cigs all day
-90% of the people in your school are high on something
-the skinheads and mexicans get along
-your surrounded by Juggalos
-you hear bird whistles all day
-people think your school is a prison when they drive by
-Cigarettes are currency
-your psych teacher is obsessed with yoda and video games but is also a football coach
-your favorite teacher was a DEA agent
-if they drug tested your sports teams you wouldnt have anymore players
-you've been suspended for ditching lunch
-kmk stickers are a reason for your car to be searched. (Kottonmouth Kings)

-3/4's the girls that are there are SLUTS!
-Females are afraid to sit on the toilet.

-Some teachers didn't care that you were high or drunk.

-One or more friends got arrested at the park during school.

-After gym you smoked a cig.
-You knew at least one person who passed away
-You've witnessed someone snorting coke on the toilet or you HAVE snorted coke on the toilet
-You've been drunk at school at least once
-Kuss has made fun of you
-You've seen a grown man wear a kilt
-A full gatorade bottle accidentally slipped through your fingers with unbelievable force and impacted with a sophomores head during a pep assembly

Ahh good times xD! I have to say that I spent half my days at the catty shack with the excuse that I had to help my business teacher run it ^-^!
Stoner hill was one of the best times I ever had! With the original stoners @.@
The toilets were nasty shits
Kuss is one of my favorite teachers that asshole!
Good gosh that stuff is all amazing xD!!!

complete rambles

2008-10-23T21:51:00.001-07:00

So!!! What should I ramble on this time about?! Hmmm...
Think people think!!!
Ok ok so I talked to my che che today xD I saw her on webcam with her no eyes xD!! (She'll get it I promise I'm not that retarded! D; )
I had subway too for dinner! And it was freaking yummy!
The mexican lady tried to give me my change back and it took her like 5 minutes to do so -_-
I don't understand how she broke the cash register either but she did!
And she tried counting in english...you know she can just use spanish in her head then just gimmie my damn change!! But nooo it was too hard! D;
My mom's going to be out again this weekend wooo D;
So uhm I would definitely say PARTY and MOVIE MARATHON XD OR SOMETHING XD
but no...everyone I know has moved away or just don't live near me!
What in Good Combs is that?!?!?!
I sound like a freaking loser D;
You know what it's ok... T.T
I'm going to go pig out on junk food xD!
Then my mom will come home and ask why there is half eaten junk food in the fridge!
Do you even want to keep reading this? =D
I just like to ramble you know...
I have nothing else to do!
Maybe I should study...
Yea...I should >.>
But it's just reading =o
I can do that easily
Except last night I fell asleep reading..lucky I didn't drool on it!! xD
Ok so you guys might wonder how come I don't write proper english...
I just don't want to sometimes ok! And for some reason I think in Malaysian slang in my head!
When I talk to my family it's damn hard to even speak with an american accent
I was like trying to do that with cheche today on the mic and webcam but it came all jumbled
she kept having to ask what the fuck I was saying!
Damn sad lah wei... -_-''
I wish I had more pics to show but not right now @.@
Ohhh I sent Ray a collector's book of Tales by Edgar Allen Poe
And he actually liked it! xD!
Makes me teh happy okies!
I dunno what else to say................
I want to go hiking again but who will go with me?! D;
My mom has her own companions...I have no one active enough to go!
What lazy ppl I have here right! D;
Ok ok this is all I have for now I think >.>

2008-10-21T21:11:00.000-07:00

Ok ya so Ray right damn cute lah wei!
Sent this to me while he was at work
Must brag leh! Alot of guys don't do the corny things thinking it's not 'manly' well you know what! I love the damn corny cute things! xD!
Wahh still haven't received the package D;
Drinking my mom's chicken soup now...thinking of rice...
maybe should go get some rice...
:p
I wanted to see how much memory was to put in my computer and it was like $150 -$ 200!!
I wanted to cry!
It's ok! I will save up for it because well I just don't have that amount of spending money, and I will buy it! Hopefully when the new expansion pack for WoW comes out! xD!
Yes I know I'm damn boring but ooooooohhhh wells!
Going back to the stupid VNG thing at the hospital on the 30th @.@ I am not looking forward to not taking my meds again! D;
I sound like a drug dependent D;!!!!
Okies uhm i think im ok....

2008-10-16T20:28:00.000-07:00

Ok so guess what...
I wake up damn early to go to the stupid doctor...
they tell me go to the receptionist at them main hospital and they'll show me where to go right...
Well I freaking go and they couldn't find me in the system! So they call here and call there!
I didnt get there until like 9:50 when I was supposed to be there at 9:15!!
So the stupid girl tells me that I have to reschedule!
I'm standing there swaying like crazy cuz I felt completely dizzy, nauseated, and my eyes couldn't focus, and she wouldn't even call a shuttle bus to take me back to the main building where my car is parked -_-'
I went back downstairs and there was a pharmacy there and the lady called one for me.
When I walked back through the main entrance door the lady that was trying to figure out where I was going told me I'm not allowed to drive back until I got something to eat..
Gahhhh damn irritating I ate also didn't really feel any better. Kind of blacked out driving home..
I spent the whole night with my head going crazy trying to sleep and almost the whole day feeling like shit for no reason...
I don't like not taking my head medication and I don't want to know how it's going to be when I do have to get off those one day @.@
Anyways I took a nap now I'm feeling groggy...I don't like feeling groggy!!! D;
Ok so I have nothing better to say lol
Ohhh wait I like someone >.> really really like someone >.>
He's damn sweet xD
Okies!!!

2008-10-16T01:46:00.000-07:00

Ok seriously I cannot tahan (stand) anymore...
I miss my bestfriend Kitti like crazy..ugh!
I'm trying to fall asleep so that I can wake up early tomorrow to go to that weird test thing at the neurologist hospital but instead I'm missing my best friend!
I don't even know how I have got on for the past three months without her!
It seems that everything is so different...
I don't know why I'm going to actually blog this but I can't help it I need to get it out!
Is it possible to miss a friend this much?
Never have I had someone who I could tell everything to..
Not only that its the little stuff..
We both hated going out alone even if its just running an errand for our mothers' like getting water! We'd call each other up and go together..
We went to the grocery store once a month when it was around 'that time of month' and complete buy all this junk food that we'd never finish and eat it on my living room floor!
It was freaking great!
She was there when I needed her when I went to the doctors for tests or even checkups..
If something happened or if a song that we liked was on the radio we'd be texting each other right at the next second!
It's as close as I've had to a sister and now she's not here anymore and I don't know when I'll ever have her back...
She is completely happy with her boyfriend..but is it wrong for me to be jealous of him?
*sigh* I know life happens...but isn't it important to have someone by you while it does?

2008-10-14T22:57:00.000-07:00

Oh my goshness! Cheche is my oldest cousin named (AMANDA) hahaha
I should so post her stupid pics up here xD
Oh oh oh and I wish that the drinking age was 18 here so I can actually order a drink when I go out with my mom instead of drinking hers xD!
Yes I decided to blab a bit more, what can I say... I'm a blabber!
Oh oh oh oh oh oh ohohoh guess what!
LLALALALALLALALALALLALA

2008-10-14T22:45:00.001-07:00

What lah wei...
I haven't blogged D;
I just fell asleep for like five minutes lol! But now I feel so much better!
Che...why you drink so much lol
Who do you go play texas holdem with?
Ai Thursday I have another appointment. This time at the hospital @.@ Hopefully it won't hurt ya! xD

So I'm craving smoothies like mad ok >_<
Cheche you should buy WoW and the counterstrike source leh! Have you gotten your internet yet? D;
Must go to the asian market and get fish! So I can ask me mom to teach me how to cook my favorite fish and eat it! ^-^!!!
I love the simpsons! xD!
I can't wait till my aunt's package from Malaysia come! It has this phone cover that is green with pink butterflies on it! Also a very pretty pendant from Australia! xD
oOoOoOoOo I have butterfly pictures for you!
Me loves loves them!

2008-10-05T21:01:00.000-07:00

Num num num....
So this weekend I helped my mom's friend move...
I went to church and went swimming!
The water was damn cold!
Oh ya on Friday was the launch of the food drive for United Food Bank..
Next Friday Pastor Bobby is going to intro me to vertigo and the leadership people!
I'm really hoping I'll get the part to start organizing community outreach activities!
I have a few ideas already and I'm hoping they'll go through!
This has been a pretty busy weekend actually and I'm damn tired!
That would be me in tired mode just staring blankly at the screen...and staring...and staring...and....ya hehe xD
I want to munch I should sleep but I don't want to!
Ok enought rambling @.@

2008-10-01T23:24:00.000-07:00

Today I went for that brain wave scan...
It was actually quite peaceful! Weird isn't it?! Well the woman first measured my head and made I think it was 29 marks with a red marker all over my head. (That part did hurt a bit, felt like she marked my head raw) Then she put this gooey stuff on the markings so that the wires would stick. I laid down with all 29 wires stuck to me and closed my eyes. They recorded about 18 minutes of just me laying down and having a little surge of electricity going through me. I almost fell asleep hehe... The last two minutes was weird too because they flashed this really REALLY EXTREMELY bright strobe light into my eyes. Thankfully I could keep my eyes closed or I wouldn't be able to stand it lol! And anyway that was about it...

So yea I came back home and was bored again lol! Not much to do though I know I should study! Drinking orange juice now xD! My favorite! Now watching a Steven Seagal movie called Attack Force. And now again I just switched it to a movie called The Four Extrodinary Women. It's about breast cancer >.< Ok I bet you guys don't wanna hear this lol so I'll end these flutterings xD

2008-09-30T21:14:00.000-07:00

Helloooooooo..
Tomorrow I go to the neurologist! Dr. Wang! But it's pronounced 'Wong' @.@
Anyway I am getting a Brainwave scan! No caffeine 8 hours before! That ruins my coffee before getting there >.<

Anywayyyy...just trying to practice on counstrike source xD

2008-09-29T23:23:00.000-07:00

I want to try Age of Conan!! I am loving World of Warcraft right now and it's so much fun! But omgoshness Age of Conan is rated for adults and it is so much more realistic! Anyway I know I sound like a nerd but I don't care!! xD!!

Ok so my mom and I went shopping right~! And I found the most perfect butterfly necklace!! Wait did I say that in the last post already? Anyway I absolutely love it! Real silver too! My fav!
Bought a ring too and some clothes! Oh be hold the love of shopping! I really wanted to try some boots on but my mom and I shopped until the mall closed! So I didn't have time! How sad! D;

I can't believe I got a ring that is big! Normally I love rings that are like small and petite you know?! Goes with my character? >.> Haha no but really this is the first big one but I LOVE it!! And my necklace! In the middle if you can see they are actually real REAL diamonds! I talk like I've never had a diamond before but I just wanted to clarify :D

Alright so today I get an email from Pastor Bobby and I am now the official 'point person' for collecting non-perishable goods for the homeless for thanksgiving! We launch it at the Vertigo meeting this Friday and I am super phsyched!

I have classes tomorrow! No! lol! I should actually be sleeping right now but really I can not do that!

Ok but seriously now I must say that I have not ever felt this happy before. You know I just realized that I was hurting myself thinking about the past. Now those people aren't hurting me anymore it's myself for not letting it go. I am only 19 years old and I should not be depressed. I'm young! Right?! I have learned from the mistakes of others and my own mistakes. My past has made me who I am today. A loyal, compassionate, and understanding person! I am proud of it! I have goals and ambitions! I love to learn and I love people! Now I must embrace it all!

Sorry I just had to get it out! xD!

Alright well...it is off to doing other things! I don't know what else to say for now! Except...Hi Casey! :D

FLUTTER.....flutter......flutter......flutter......

Fluttering Fingers

2008-09-28T22:13:00.000-07:00

Ok so I don't even know why I started a blog? Maybe influenced by my cousins? haha omg no! lol! Anyway not much to say! I'll try and keep up on the posts if I can! So lately I been trying to do outreach community service! Good news today the Pastor Bobby from Vertigo (which is a program from church for young adults) talked to me today! and he said he'd be glad to have me start organizing stuff! I dunno he said he been trying to find someone dedicated to reaching out to the community and hopefully this week there will be word on my first assignments!!

So excited!

You should be excited for me too!

School!
Omgoodness don't even get me started! My damn English class is sooo boring! And you know what?! I don't like genetics! Haha! I want to be a nurse! Who would've thought?! My head is better in business lol! But what can I say? I love helping people @.@ Like as in the one on one thing ya know? no? heh... xD!

Oh I'm hyped on medication too! Will that make this blog more interesting? LMFAO! No!!! Haha!!

Anyway what am I supposed to write on this thing? I'm not sure what but guess what!!
I got a silver butterfly necklace! Omgoodness I am SOO IN LOVE with it! My mom loves it too xD!!!
Eh eh you know what?! I want to post a picture of my puppy for all to see! Hopefully this will work!! xD!!

Ok I think that's it for now? o.O!!!